I can only forget this feeling when I am around someone,
but there are times when I'm alone.
I try to run, but I can't escape this reality.
I just want to be me. Chains of darkness hold me back,
and most of the time, joy is what I lack.
I fight this depression, yet I fail. Maybe it's a lesson?
Maybe I'm not suppose to be happy.
Maybe I'm not suppose to be loved.
And yet...those are the things I want the most.
Someone to tell me that it's alright to be me.
That I'm not trash.
That I will be better than my parents.
That I will make something out of myself.
But that's the exact opposite of what I feel; for these feelings are real.
And I can't stop them, that's why I'm calling out;
Becuase I'm filled with doubt.
Someone save my soul from pain & sorrow.
Someone set me free from these chains.
I just wanna be me...
I just wanna be happy...
I just wanna be loved.